Katie Scream

Your Turn: Go back in your journal and take the first sentence from your first post on the first day of the month (or closest to) for all 12 months of 2006...


January - Woohoo! Kayte has a livejournal… with a little help from Dan the man.
And don’t listen to Paddy as he is just jealous because he is the ugly twin.

February - I did NOTHING all day... except watch an awesome hardcore documentary called "Release". Very good.
Dave has this saying "every woman loves a fascist" which is a generalised statement about women, but the sad thing is that it is true.

March - I have officially lost my mind! It is 6.55 am and I woke up literally screaming (as I talk in my sleep) because i had a dream that there was a spider on my head!

April -I'm going to Sydney today and I left my ipod at work :(
I'm pretty sure that the only things I am going to hear for the next few hours is going to be: Kerry King, Slayer, Chuck Norris and "Yea Sic".

May - http://www.myspace.com/stopgirlmosh
this guy should have his balls cut off AND the guy who posted the "This bitch didn't know when to shut up" I want to diffinistrate him.

June - Ok.
I got a bit carried away, I am going to get off my high horse and look at this objectively.
I'm just an old lady having a rant.

July - Dan just sent me a message telling me that can i scream got a mention in drum media!

August - Mother
Tell your children not to walk my way
Tell your children not to hear my words
What they mean
What they say

September - Snow can wait
I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose
Get my new boots on

October - Umm, it's 5am.
I can't sleep.
The puppy is snoring.

November - If there is one thing that all of my ex- boyfriends will agree upon, it is that I do not cook. So it came as quite a surprise when I became possessed by some kind of deranged housewife and started cooking elaborate meals for my family members.

December - Don't you think that vulnerability is beautiful?

Don't you think that vulnerability is beautiful?

Like when a friend tells you a secret that was hard to tell and they chose to let you have a glimpse of their soul. That is beautiful.

People often assume that beauty must be seen to be "beautiful" but emotions, moments and passions can be just as, if not more beautiful than any sight.

I think that vulnerability and empathy are beautiful things.

Moments:
When I cry and I can see the pain in my mother's eyes.

Watching your boyfriend in a peaceful sleep.

Protecting a child from danger. Knowing that you would give your life in a second to save theirs.

When an ex- boyfriend says "sorry" with real tears in his eyes.

Looking into the eyes of a tortured soul.

Holding a new born baby.

Saying goodbye to someone that you don't want to leave, but can't bring yourself to tell them to stay.

When he reaches for your hand to hold it in his and his hand is clammy and wet, shaking just a little.

When you are running late for class, drop your bag with all of it's contents spilling out and a stranger helps you pick it up and offers you a soft smile.

When you go to cross the road and a friend pulls you back as a car speeds past you.

Nursing an animal back to health.

When an old friend you haven't spoken to in years calls you in the middle of the night crying about her boyfriend's infidelity because you are still the only person in this world that she still trusts.

When your brother tries to protect you from a volatile boyfriend.

Telling someone that you love them, knowing that they will not say it back.

If there is one thing that all of my ex- boyfriends will agree upon, it is that I do not cook. So it came as quite a surprise when I became possessed by some kind of deranged housewife and started cooking elaborate meals for my family members.
For months I have done nothing, I have been completely debilitated by depression and all of a sudden... poof! I'm a chef.

Yesterday my Mum had a stressful day ahead of her so I got up early to cook her breakfast.

Basic Pancakes
2 Eggs
2 Cups of Milk
2 Cups of Plain Flower
1 tsp Sugar
1/2 tsp Baking Powder
3 Tsp Powdered Vanilla

Serve with 3 scoops of ice cream, maple syrup, chopped strawberries and shake a bit of icing sugar over the top.

Accompanied of course by fresh orange juice and fresh coffee.

Then for Dinner I made them:

Spinach & Feta Triangles
2 Squares of Puff Pastry
Slice into triangles

3 Cups of Fresh Spinach Chopped
1/2 Block of Feta Cheese
3 Tsp of Parmesan Cheese
1/2 Finely chopped Field Mushroom
2 Cloves Finely chopped Garlic
1 Egg

Egg Wash
Use some of the egg you put in the Spinach/ Feta mix, Add a Tsp of Melted Butter and 1/4 Cup of Milk, and use this to brush over the triangles before you put them in the oven.

Samosas
Much the same as the spinach triangles but instead of the spinach/ feta filling use some sort of a curry mix.

Pesto Pasta
Large bowl of Pasta
Sun dried tomato Pesto
1/4 Cup of Grated Cheese

Serve with:
Fresh Bread with Butter
Simple Garden Salad

Then today I made something a bit more simple for breakfast but just as tasty.
Toasted Vienna Bread
Scrambled Eggs made with Sour Cream and melted butter, then serve on the toast with salt, pepper, fresh sliced tomatoes and parsley.
As usual I served this with Orange Juice and Coffee, but I also made:
Strawberry Smoothies
1 Tub of Strawberry Yogurt
1 Cup of Soy Milk
1 Tsp Sugar
2 Scoops of Ice Cream
1/2 Cup of Ice
and just chuck it all in the blender... best shit ever!

You can pretty much substitute everything I made with Vegan products too, and it still tastes just as good. Seriously!

Yea, I'm a bit weird.

We are under a heat- wave attack.
It makes me think if it is this hot now, what will it be like in summer?
I'm not really a hot weather person.
But I do enjoy the balmy summer nights, the long days and sun showers.

I am listening to Buffy Sainte- Marie. She provides the perfect summer soundtrack.
There is cool country music and there is shit country music.
Shit= Most of what you have probably heard.
Good= Buffy Sainte- Marie, Johnny Cash, Lucinda Williams.

I've had a haunting headache on and off for almost a week now. It's probably the heat.
I have also been getting frequent nose bleeds. This often happens when there is a severe change in weather.

I am about to have a nice cool shower and then go into woden to fill my perscription, wander the shops and buy some sushi.

I am thinking about leaving school and getting a full- time job. I desperately need the money, and I could always continue school part-time. I don't know. I don't like making decisions.

There are a large abundance of shows happening for the rest of the year, and i would like money to go to them.
I also have a mountain of debt which needs to be sorted.

That is all for now. xo

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words or even if they're not any good, they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your seven songs, then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to in absolute random order.

1 Danzig- How the god's Kill
2 Nelly Furtado- Maneater
3 Ceremony- All tracks (I don't have the song names)
4 Top gun- Demo
5 Mindsnare- Betrayed
6 Integrity- Heaven's final war
7 American Nightmare- AM/ PM

I know that this is technically more than 7 songs but SHUDDUB!

I don't think I even have 7 Live Journal friends... but I tag:
Dan
Kara
Ross
Dave
Madz
Sam
Patriq

I had a great birthday!
Presents I got:
A top and a matching little shrug thing from Karen
Earings, Make-up and Pyjamas from my Mum
My Dad wanted to wait untill i know what i want and so we are gonna go shopping for somthing this week.
and because Paddy didnt have any money he made me a mix cd, and it is pretty much the best cd ever! He is also gonna buy me a cappacino machine!!!

Caddy's Boofday Sampler CD
1 madball- set it off
2 integrity- heaven's final war
3 shotpintblank- no apoligies
4 ramallah- ramallah
5 mindsnare- betrayer
6 american nightmare- am/ pm
7 no apoligies- outburst
8 death before dishonor- born from misery
9 gorilla biscuts- new direction
10 just say go!- by my side
11 champion- promises kept
12 carry on- is this all there is?
13 internal affairs- pride
14 betrayed- think twice
15 descendants- i like food
16 hitlist- out for blood
17 day of contempt- drain
18 have heart- the machinist
19 give up the ghost- crimescene
20 kids like us- skate and annoy
21 50 lions- weren't here
22 last nerve- housed
23 blue monday- vacancy
24 miles away- worlds apart
25 outbreak- down not out
26 pro team- make or break
27 raised fist- torn apart
28 extortion- hate your guts
29 blacklisted- long way home
30 comeback kid- die tonight
31 guns up!- outlive
32 from the ruins- stay true
33 terror- so close to defeat
34 trial- reflections
35 taking sides- clock in/ clock out

xox

1. Taken a picture naked? yes
2. Painted your room? yes
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? yes
4. Drove a car? yes
5. Danced in front of your mirror? yes
6. Have a crush? no
7. Been dumped? yes
8. Stole money from friend? no
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes
10. Been in a fist fight? no

11. Snuck out of your house? yes
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes
13. Been arrested? no
14. Made out with a stranger? yes
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yes
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? yes
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? yes
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes
20. Seen someone die? no

21. Been on a plane? yes
22. Kissed a picture? yes (danzig tickets haha)
23. Slept in until 3PM? yes
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes
26. Made a snow angel? no
27. Played dress up? yes
28. Cheated while playing a game? yes
29. Been lonely? yes
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? yes

31. Been to a club? yes
32. Felt an earthquake? yes
33. Touched a snake? yes
34. Ran a red light? yes
35. Been suspended from school? yes
36. Had detention? yes
37. Been in a car accident? no
38. Hated the way you look? yes
39. Witnessed a crime? yes
40. Pole danced? yes

41. Been lost? yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? no
43. Felt like dying? yes
44. Cried yourself to sleep? yes
46. Sang karaoke? yes
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? yes
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no
50. Kissed in the rain? yes

51. Sing in the shower? yes
52. Made love in a park? yes
53. Had a dream that you married someone? yes
54. Glued your hand to something? yes
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? no
57. Been a cheerleader? no
58. Sat on a roof top? yes
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? no
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes

61. Played chicken? yes
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes
64. Broken a bone? yes
65. Been easily amused? yes
66. Laugh so hard you cry? yes
67. Mooned/flashed someone? yes
68. Cheated on a test? yes
69. Forgotten someone's name? yes
70. Slept naked? yes

71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? yes
73. Blacked out from drinking? yes
74. Played a prank on someone? yes
75. Gone to a late night movie? yes
76. Made love to anything not human? no
77. Failed a class? no
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? yes
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? no
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? yes

81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? no
82. Thrown strange objects? yes
83. Felt like killing someone? yes
84. Thought about running away? yes
85. Ran away? yes
86. Did drugs? yes
87. Had detention and not attend it? yes
89. Made a parent cry? yes
90. Cried over someone? yes

91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? is that needles? coz that's what it sounds like. no
92. Dated someone more than once? yes
93. Have a dog? yes
94. Own an instrument? yes
95. Been in a band? no
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? no
97. Broken a cd? yes
98. Shot a gun? no

ok if you know me at all, you will know that my birthday officially goes for one month... it's a birth month... not birth day. because im so great that it takes a month to celebrate how lovely i am.

1st event- go to sydney for Madballz and hangouts with my sydney peeps! particularly bella! bella! bella!
2nd event- Dinner at Kingsland with my Canberra peeps
3rd event- All my friends give money to Paddy for me to get a TOP GUN tattoo... word! (i am seriously doing it!)
4th event- Vegie BBQ at my house for my favorite people
5th event- The Dead Walk at Sound Underground- they are gonna dedicate a song for me... Word!
6th event- Go somewhere close after TDW show and get hella drunk!!!
7th event- A Horror Movie slumber party with a huge ass projector like we are at the moooooovviieeeesss!
8th event- some last drunken shinnanigans st Swanpad

This is going to be the best birthday ever!
and i reckon Emma and I could bake a rad vegan cake (she's the raddest cook... i promise it will taste good, i will have little to nothing to do with it so don't be afraid to eat it).

SEPTEMBER 26 PEOPLE!!!! pencil that shit in!
I want presents! or money for inkzez!

Love everyone to JUPITER!
xoxoxoxoxoxox

Snow can wait
I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose
Get my new boots on
I get a little warm in my heart
When I think of winter
I put my hand in my father's glove
I run off
Where the drifts get deeper
Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown
I hear a voice
"Your must learn to stand up for yourself
Cause I can't always be around"
He says
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Boys get discovered as winter melts
Flowers competing for the sun
Years go by and I'm here still waiting Withering where some snowman was
Mirror mirror where's the crystal palace
But I only can see the myself
Skating around the truth who I am
But I know dad the ice is getting thin

When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Hair is grey
And the fires are burning
So many dreams
On the shelf
You say I wanted you to be proud of me
I always wanted that myself

He says
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses have gone ahead
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change
My dear

i hope i wake up deaded








































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